I’ve got so much things to write about, but I can’t bring myself to start writing because of one or more of these reasons:
- There are more urgent priorities (like studying for QR, packing for LAB, finishing hw for Spanish and PPT)
- I don’t want to jinx myself if I write about my fears
- I don’t like typing unhappy stuff
- My mind is not cleared enough to write coherently (not like it’s ever coherent, and a disorganised mind is all the more you should write, right?)
- There’re too much things to write about that I don’t know where to start.
I DON’T KNOW MANZ. I FEEL CONFUSED AND ALONE (but I don’t feel lonely though). I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS NOT IN A MESS ANYMORE BUT IT’S NEITHER NOT CLUTTERED.